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Must my luck always suck?

Wed Jul 8, 2009, 3:01 AM
I could really use a hug right about now. Woke up about 3 this morning with another nightmare. Second night in a row thede things have plagued me. Can't honestly say though that my days have beem much better though... I have not really had a good day since I turned 16. I have had good pieces of days, but as a whole every day hss not turned out as I hoped it would. Which bring me back to where I began, I could really use a hug. No one has really hugged me and meant it in over a month, which doesn't much lend to making me feel any better. I hate all of this, I can't sleep but am always tired, I don't have an apitite because my stomach always aches, I feel like crying, and on top of that I am afraid to sleep because of the nightmares.

All I ask is that someone could provide me with a little compassion and understanding... anyone.

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  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: The fan.
  • Reading: The news
  • Watching: My Screen
  • Eating: Nothing much...

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  • Current Residence: Behind you!
  • Interests: Computers, Hacking, Jesus Jokes
  • Favourite movie: Hackers
  • Favourite band or musician: Armin Van Bureen
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything sad, Trance
  • Favourite artist: Ryuhai
  • Favourite poet or writer: Margret Weis
  • Favourite photographer: Rachel Tomlinson
  • Favourite style of art: Formerly Abstract, but now Photomanipulation and bad comics
  • Operating System: Linux (specifically Xubuntu)
  • MP3 player of choice: Anything that actually plays
  • Shell of choice: Bash
  • Wallpaper of choice: Sexi Boys (I never did bother to upload my sexi boys pic...)
  • Skin of choice: Eminence.vlt (for VLC)
  • Favourite game: FFVII, although Persona 2 comes close also.
  • Favourite gaming platform: NES (PS1 was pretty sweet too)
  • Favourite cartoon character: Sephi!!
  • Personal Quote: One day I will rule, you all will see.
  • Tools of the Trade: Gimp, Mixxx, Linux, PHP, Skillz
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~ludatha:iconludatha: 5 days 18 hours ago
thanks for the fave

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~Ladyvader89:iconLadyvader89: Jun 30, 2009, 8:11:15 PM
Sorry, I mean watch.lol ^_^

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''Nobody saw when you were crying in your bed. I want to help you, but I myself instead. The ticking of a clock, then suddenly not. Fate left me there to tot. Under my covers, the darkness kept me in. Only, the light can save me from my sins.''
Mood: Joy ~zellfaze:iconzellfaze: Jul 1, 2009, 4:56:14 AM
No problem mate. xD

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One day I will rule, you all will see.
~Ladyvader89:iconLadyvader89: Jul 8, 2009, 11:44:33 PM
lol ^_^

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''Nobody saw when you were crying in your bed. I want to help you, but I myself instead. The ticking of a clock, then suddenly not. Fate left me there to tot. Under my covers, the darkness kept me in. Only, the light can save me from my sins.''
~Ladyvader89:iconLadyvader89: Jun 30, 2009, 8:10:49 PM
Thanks for the fav. ^_^

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''Nobody saw when you were crying in your bed. I want to help you, but I myself instead. The ticking of a clock, then suddenly not. Fate left me there to tot. Under my covers, the darkness kept me in. Only, the light can save me from my sins.''
=J1Star:iconJ1Star: Jun 27, 2009, 1:45:44 PM
[link] I used your texture here :) Thanks!

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~ZZzenNN:iconZZzenNN: Jun 6, 2009, 1:26:57 PM
Thank you for the fav.....print and wallpaper soon

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~Racheyrocker:iconRacheyrocker: Jan 4, 2009, 10:11:03 AM
Zelllllllllllllllll =]

<3

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~zellfaze:iconzellfaze: Oct 4, 2008, 12:58:09 PM
Everyone misses me. I get so caught up in everything and then never have time for anyone.

Its the curse of knowing me.

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One day I will rule, you all will see.
~Racheyrocker:iconRacheyrocker: Jul 21, 2008, 4:45:28 AM
heyyyy :P

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Open your eyes, save yourself from fading away now, dont let it go....

The Heart of everything
Within Temptation <3
Mood: Tired ~zellfaze:iconzellfaze: Aug 12, 2008, 9:57:21 AM
Hoy, been way to busy for my own good of the late.

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One day I will rule, you all will see.
~Racheyrocker:iconRacheyrocker: Sep 17, 2008, 12:21:57 PM
Heyyyy you!!!

We hardly talk anymore, I miss our skype calls!! :(

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Open your eyes, save yourself from fading away now, dont let it go....

The Heart of everything
Within Temptation <3
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